恒星的恒心

五月天 恒星的恒心

你和我看星星那夜空多神秘
天很黑风很急你把我抱得很紧
沉默的银河系因为你有意义
你要是落泪滴世界都要下雨

雨降落在大地我安静倾听却无法领悟你为何放弃

带走回荡的回忆你像流浪的流星
把我丢在黑夜想著你
你要离开的黎明我的眼泪在眼睛

下定决心我决定
恒星的恒心等你等你(等著你等著你等著你等著你)
那一年的花季那一刻的呼吸
那一生的旅行因为你动魄惊心
我不是很聪明我以为我可以
守护你一直到最后一丝呼吸

我只是没发现故事已结局
你早已离去我还在坚定

老了累了倦了变了那不会是我不会是我

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我不是很聪明，不定的花言巧语，不懂得追女生，只会吓跑他们
喜欢的却没机会，真失败。

23rd of Dec. It will be eve of Christmas soo. A seasons of love and joy or a season of sadness?? You decide lo... For me, this day is kinda sad for me, would rather stay at home to countdown than go down to town and see all those couples walking about with their other half. Somemore got those people spraying those fake snow which is bloody sticky after a while plus the big crowd that will be hanging around. I do not like crowds you see.....

Well today was a sunday but went to some church event at Rachel's church. We were kinda late so the event was already on the wqay when we went in. It only lasted for about 20-30 mins. We went to century square and Tampines Mall after that. The event was fine at I got to learn something. Hahaz!!! No, not about the religion but a new way of looking at someone's name.. Hahaz

To _____, sorry for turning you down this week when you invited me for some church event.

Merry Christmas To All and A Happy New Year!!!

分手吧

One of my favourite song, first heard it from SH's brother's CD but it sounded very familiar even then cos I like heard it on my sister's com even before that. All this happened about more than 7 years sgo so this song quite old.

Rain, Rain...

Went to Sentosa today. Had time only for some of the attraction before it started raining like what (it has been like this for the past few weeks). Done a lot of things that are the first time for me. Had my first sub at Subway

Actually the weather is just like my feelings now. I also dunno why but I feel ike crap now. Will just out of the blue feek like crap and no mood to do anything. The common test period was also like that.

Christmas is coming soon, think most probably will be staying at home on the 24th while people are swarming to town for the celebrations. Why should I go out on that day? It's the time for love, seeing couples around just makes me feel...

Also, come to think about it, everytime I go to a place of worship, people, be it the father from a church or a disciple from the temple, will be talking to me. Makes me feel worried

Great Teacher Onizuka

Nice anime, nice drama series, nice songs from this title... What more can I say? (although this is kinda old liao) For those still wondering what I am talking about, I'm talking about the anime/show Great Teacher Onizuka

Dream

Had a really weird dream last night. Dreamt that that girl, _____, was a rich man's daughter.

Just finished my sem 2 common tests. Dun feel too good about it I must say. Leaving everything to fate liao, I have played my part. How I fared depends on what the higher being has planned to me.

There are things that I can leave to fate to decide but some others I can't.

Now gonna have two weeks of break but does not seem to be a "break" as there are still projects to be done and reports to complete. Been acting strange lately, think I'm going mad it seems.

Couples...

Wa... my class MB 0704 now has got 2 couples. Those two couples all ar, hush hush one.

Regrets

Come to think about it, there are many regrets in my life. My regretting not showing my real feelings for a girl in the past. I really liked her then, I'm positive of that. But because of me not being able to bring what I actually meant across to you, you took it as a rejection and left my world from then on. Although now we may be friends who seldom talk, I still inevitably think of you and the moments we spent together. I know time has passed, you may not remember those times and now you have a boyfriend and graduating soon but it will stay with me forever.

Now, I regret hinting at _____ that I like her. I know I might sound like a jerk who 见一个，爱一个 but the struggles that I go through to ascertain my feelings, 谁知道？

如果能让我重新再来一次， 我希望我不曾出现在你生命里

如果能让我重新再来一次， 我希望我不曾出现在你生命里...

Common test is coming soon... Akan Datang. Haven had the heart and time to really sit down and revise my work. Had to do a lot of reports and tutorials. Wanted to open my notes but always end up sitting in front of my lappie, doing nothing. Dunno why but have this feeling that I am ill-treating my lappie and it is going to die on me soon. Sorry lappie!! =)

TGIF. Today's Friday. Not a very bad day, kinda cold actually. Worked on my reports during the long 5 hour break. Learnt about normal distribution today and had a scare during Biostats lecture. Sister la, scare me only. _____ came into the lecture hall and sat in the row in front of me. Was looking at her and smiling inside me, my face turned red too. Then my twin came in. Fiona and her fren from another class also came in soon. I was stoning when sister suddenly told me something softly. Couldnt hear her so she borrowed a pencil and wrote on my notes "I think they are a couple". I felt my heart sank as I thought she was referring to _____ and my twin. I immediately asked her who it was but luckily she was referring to Fiona and her friend (a girl too btw). Really, the feeling was... (I had this sort of feelings previously too, before meeting _____)

Oh...The chinese words that I have on top are from an MV by Jay I saw the other day. Loosely translated it means "if I could repeat time, I hoped that I would have not appeared in your life". Something like that la