Thursday, November 29, 2007
Was I wrong.....?
Been thinking about ir this whole week. I knew the Organic report was supposed to be handed in on Friday but I told my class that it is due on Thursday late afternoon. I knew that if I said it is due on Friday, many people will take their own sweet time in handing in. The teacher said specifically she wants it at 10 on Friday which is right after our MicroBiology Lecture. I had no choice but to do that...
Wednesday, November 28, 2007
Stressed
I am feeling so stressed up nowadays, so much so that I feel like doing things I normally won't. Haiz...
Wah...Listened to YM's problems really jia lat. Now got this news about the dragon boaters who met with an accident overseas which resulted in 5 Singaporeans' death and it seems like she had some connections to those unfortunate 5 souls. One was her friend's friend, one was her friend's boyfriend etc. She's having a hard time consoling her friends. Hope she can stay strong cos she herself has her own problems to settle.
Common tests are around the corner. Dang!!! Haven studied for it. No confidence at all. Then have so much things to do somemore. Plus no mood to study. Cant soncentrate. The sum of all these is DIE!!! Hahaz. Somemore have to deal with matters of the heart, more and more of my classmates are linking me up with _____. Not that I am unhappy about this but I'm afraid that this would make her more scared of me and jeopardise our friendship. I admit I like her la but I need to confirm my feelings, whether it is just an infatuation or not.
The other day, Mark told me he cofessed to that classmate of his that he liked her and wished to bring their friendship into a relationship. Guess what? He was rejected by that girl and was told that she preferred them staying as friends. He toldme he felt better after telling her cos he's been bottling up since a few months ago. Wish I had the courage like him to do that but I guess I will never be able to do that. Met with a lot of this kind of situation liao so got phobia. I tell you, if this kind of things happened from my point of view, _____ will definitely not want to talk to me.
RAch, have fun in HK!!!
Fen, exams finished liao right (by right)? Hope it goes well...
Wah...Listened to YM's problems really jia lat. Now got this news about the dragon boaters who met with an accident overseas which resulted in 5 Singaporeans' death and it seems like she had some connections to those unfortunate 5 souls. One was her friend's friend, one was her friend's boyfriend etc. She's having a hard time consoling her friends. Hope she can stay strong cos she herself has her own problems to settle.
Common tests are around the corner. Dang!!! Haven studied for it. No confidence at all. Then have so much things to do somemore. Plus no mood to study. Cant soncentrate. The sum of all these is DIE!!! Hahaz. Somemore have to deal with matters of the heart, more and more of my classmates are linking me up with _____. Not that I am unhappy about this but I'm afraid that this would make her more scared of me and jeopardise our friendship. I admit I like her la but I need to confirm my feelings, whether it is just an infatuation or not.
The other day, Mark told me he cofessed to that classmate of his that he liked her and wished to bring their friendship into a relationship. Guess what? He was rejected by that girl and was told that she preferred them staying as friends. He toldme he felt better after telling her cos he's been bottling up since a few months ago. Wish I had the courage like him to do that but I guess I will never be able to do that. Met with a lot of this kind of situation liao so got phobia. I tell you, if this kind of things happened from my point of view, _____ will definitely not want to talk to me.
RAch, have fun in HK!!!
Fen, exams finished liao right (by right)? Hope it goes well...
Monday, November 26, 2007
Sunday, November 25, 2007
Boring day
Went around getting accesories for my laptop. Cooling fan, mouse... Haven done any work for today... HAHAZ
Saturday, November 24, 2007
Ya...Ya...(Yak Yak)
Today had Organic Chemistry practical. Was to do the experiment in groups of 5 and was in a group together with Fucker, Fyona, Shi Min and Bee Yong. But what the hell, the whole experiment was practically done by the "love birds" lo. The others have nothing to do at all so we were all lazing around or helping other groups. It was like the group only contains them.
Fucker(he wants us to call him that) was in his crap talking nonsense again. I can understand what the teacher was going through. She only had to be with him for 2 hours per week but us? Everyday of the week!!! Bee Yong was asking him to shut the hell up all the time. When the practical ended, Fucker was still talking crap with his "girlfriend". Bring the caffeine from the experiment home...blah blah. From what I see, he and his "girlfriend" was always trying to joke around in class and asking STUPID (and I really mean STUPID) questions (mostly Fucker will be the one asking).
Got back our MicroB practical reports today. WTF??? "Love birds" can score 100%??? They were asking the teacher all the time la. Others do not even have a chance to ask about how to do the report. Every minute you will see one of them hogging to the teacher...Then it was biostats. Fucker was telling/bragging about his antics in the Organic practical, about how he made fun of the teacher and stuff behind me. Wah!!! Cannot stand it man, had the freaking urge to turn round and.....Nevertheless, the biostats lecture was short.
Fucker(he wants us to call him that) was in his crap talking nonsense again. I can understand what the teacher was going through. She only had to be with him for 2 hours per week but us? Everyday of the week!!! Bee Yong was asking him to shut the hell up all the time. When the practical ended, Fucker was still talking crap with his "girlfriend". Bring the caffeine from the experiment home...blah blah. From what I see, he and his "girlfriend" was always trying to joke around in class and asking STUPID (and I really mean STUPID) questions (mostly Fucker will be the one asking).
Got back our MicroB practical reports today. WTF??? "Love birds" can score 100%??? They were asking the teacher all the time la. Others do not even have a chance to ask about how to do the report. Every minute you will see one of them hogging to the teacher...Then it was biostats. Fucker was telling/bragging about his antics in the Organic practical, about how he made fun of the teacher and stuff behind me. Wah!!! Cannot stand it man, had the freaking urge to turn round and.....Nevertheless, the biostats lecture was short.
Thursday, November 22, 2007
Wednesday, November 21, 2007
WHY???
Why do people try to do last minute work? I admit I do too but now very seldom already. A lot of classmates asked me for my reports, hoping to have some reference on how to do. It is due tomorrow. I do not know if I should give it to them. I'm afraid that they might copy stuff from my reports, then confirm will get very low one lo. Most of the information in my report is my hard work, blood, sweat and tears. All put into it. I finished mine yesterday so today was left to touch up on them before I print them out for submission tomorrow. I wouldn't want to be suspected of sharing my reports, because I somehow have this feeling that these people might copy wholesale chunks in my reports. It's not that I'm being selfish or anything but if I got low marks because my reports were not up to standard, I'll greatly accept my fate. But if it was because someone copied mine, then it is not worth it. At least those who did it earlier, I can still trust that they will alter here and there my information because they have the time.
Another thing... I am not a person who knows everything one lo. I know being a class rep I am supposed to like know everything but there's still a limit to that ma. Do not come to me and ask me questions about the school I cannot answer. Very stressful one
+( orz
Why do people try to do last minute work? I admit I do too but now very seldom already. A lot of classmates asked me for my reports, hoping to have some reference on how to do. It is due tomorrow. I do not know if I should give it to them. I'm afraid that they might copy stuff from my reports, then confirm will get very low one lo. Most of the information in my report is my hard work, blood, sweat and tears. All put into it. I finished mine yesterday so today was left to touch up on them before I print them out for submission tomorrow. I wouldn't want to be suspected of sharing my reports, because I somehow have this feeling that these people might copy wholesale chunks in my reports. It's not that I'm being selfish or anything but if I got low marks because my reports were not up to standard, I'll greatly accept my fate. But if it was because someone copied mine, then it is not worth it. At least those who did it earlier, I can still trust that they will alter here and there my information because they have the time.
Another thing... I am not a person who knows everything one lo. I know being a class rep I am supposed to like know everything but there's still a limit to that ma. Do not come to me and ask me questions about the school I cannot answer. Very stressful one
+( orz
Monday, November 19, 2007
So many reports left undone, no time to study... Sianz
Today quite ok, had MicroBiologyB practical. She finally spoke to me? (or so I guess??). Woa, the IT practical in the morning was really alien to me, could only listen and follow instructions, gonna forget all about it after that (like now, I do not even remember what I did in that class). Somemore had to do an assignment for that module.
+( orz (praying at a grave?) Hahaz
Today quite ok, had MicroBiologyB practical. She finally spoke to me? (or so I guess??). Woa, the IT practical in the morning was really alien to me, could only listen and follow instructions, gonna forget all about it after that (like now, I do not even remember what I did in that class). Somemore had to do an assignment for that module.
+( orz (praying at a grave?) Hahaz
I do not know what I am doing. Tried to study but can't seemed to get the information into this head of mine. I don't know how or what I am gonna do, may not be able to pass this sem like I did for the last sem. ARGH!!!
Still do not have the courage to talk to her (do I even stand a chance of talking to her in the first place?). She seems to be avoiding me whenever she can. Hope things will be better as we continue in class. I do not really want to lose a friend at the very least even if we cannot be a couple. I do not know how to put it across to her cos she seemed very scared of me. Am I really that scary? ARGH!!!
So much things to do now, so much that I do not even have the time and energy to think of what YM told me about yesterday. Somehow I feel that what I said is true to a certain extent. Haiz... How I wished I never existed in the first place. I now bring trouble to so many people and was never successful in any thing I do. Rejection has became a natural thing for me. What to do? People keep telling me my time is not here yet but have they even think that I might never be able to be successful in this lifetime of mine? Hahaz...(Should I cry or laugh at this point?)
Maybe I talk a lot of crap now just to keep my mind off??
Peace...
Still do not have the courage to talk to her (do I even stand a chance of talking to her in the first place?). She seems to be avoiding me whenever she can. Hope things will be better as we continue in class. I do not really want to lose a friend at the very least even if we cannot be a couple. I do not know how to put it across to her cos she seemed very scared of me. Am I really that scary? ARGH!!!
So much things to do now, so much that I do not even have the time and energy to think of what YM told me about yesterday. Somehow I feel that what I said is true to a certain extent. Haiz... How I wished I never existed in the first place. I now bring trouble to so many people and was never successful in any thing I do. Rejection has became a natural thing for me. What to do? People keep telling me my time is not here yet but have they even think that I might never be able to be successful in this lifetime of mine? Hahaz...(Should I cry or laugh at this point?)
Maybe I talk a lot of crap now just to keep my mind off??
Peace...
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