After so long

Hm... It has been so long since my last entry. N0w having my holidays but soon will be going to China and Hong Kong for some school trip, which I think is the last week before the semester starts. Have not packed my lugguage yet. Now in school waiting for Ms. Tan to give me the air tickets so I could go get my passport tomorrow. God, I was late at the time given to me by her and now I dunno whether she is angry or what, could not get hold of her. God please...

Regarding the trip, I am the only guy there. So willbe staying in a hotel room on my own... Had promised to upload my pictures from my trip, so think must take quite a few liao...

心里的痛

Haiz orz.... No matter how I hard I may try, I just find it hard to do so. I hate to see you so troubled cos of one person who has broken your heart so much. You said I should move on, but the one who is hanging on is you

First Love

First love is really the one you will never get over, even if you do get it over, it will be a very time before you will be ready to start a new one. It really breaks one (as so I have seen or heard from others).

Hey hey...It has been a long time since I had an entry. Nothing has been going on much except for my attachment and FYP. Attachment has been good, have not really started on my FYP as yet.

Songs by Michael Wong, 光良, are nice to listen to. The lyrics may be saddening but they are so meaningful. A pleasure to listen to.

What the hell am I doing?

That's when I'll stop loving you

thats when ill stop loving you - Nsync

And I will always be there... When winter comes in summer When there's no more forever When lies become the truth Well you know then, baby That's when I'll stop loving That's when I'll stop loving you

First week of IAP and FYP

First week of attachment in NYP has ended. Must say it is kinda enjoyable yet boring for me. Enjoyable cos there is things to learn, boring cos it's like orientation like that lo, no action but observing only.

Think I will be doing cell culture on Mon. Must commit to memory on how to do it.

So near and yet so far...

IAP and FYP

Will be starting my IAP and FYP tomorrow (I think because I am totally clueless about things going on)

A nice chinese song in the "painted skin" movie.

Well, here I am back to blog about nothing again, this would bore people reading this blog to death I think. Well, exams are over now and starting attachment soon. I kinda envy other people who are going to work outside because they will be paid although it is meagre but still they are paid. The place that I got is? The school. NYP!!! Same place everyday, no chance to go out and have a look and worst, not paid at all. Dang it..:~( Hahaz.

So many things happened in these times that I have not been blogging. There was CNY where got robbed in Malaysia but still great nonetheless and then there was the dreaded exams which I have no confidence whatsoever in

And one more thing, I am so hooked onto facebook which I think is kinda bad?

So much has been on my mind...

My head's gonna blow soon man. All these studying for the exams is making me blow soon

"Cassis" in english???

Repeatedly as always, I only caused you grief as always
I must have even hurt you too. I remain unable to move
Why does your pain touch me so?

Surely it's because I was afraid of repeating history and losing you

We wiped away unforgettable days by nestling close together
You held my hand without any questions

Even if your feelings grow distant tomorrow
Surely my love will remain unchanged

Even I pass from your heart tomorrow
Surely my love will remain unchanged
I will walk together, the future not promised
It keeps walking together, to future in which you are...

Along with the painful things - almost to the point of forgetting -
I'm thinking of you
The more I count the nights on which we don't meet,
Anxiety grows in my chest

Collecting different types of loneliness; please don't cry alone
No matter how far apart we are, let's go on believing in each other

I want to remain smiling like this somehow
Without hurting you
Those emotions that had faded away with time,
I don't want to feel them again

Even if your feelings grow distant tomorrow
Surely my love will remain unchanged
Even I pass from your heart tomorrow
Surely my love will remain unchanged

Please have eyes only for me

Please don't let go of my hand

I will walk together, the future not promised
It keeps walking together, to future in which you are...

Mad TV's Batman

Our superhero who has gone tight-budget?

Cry On My Shoulder - Superstar

If the hero, never comes to you
If you need someone, you're feeling blue
If you wait for love, and you're alone
If you call your friends, nobody's home
You can run away, but you can't hide
Through a storm and through a lonely night
Then I'll show you there's a destiny
The best things in life, they are free

But if you wanna cry: cry on my shoulder
If you need someone, who cares for you
If you're feeling sad, your heart gets colder
Yes I show you what real love can do

If your sky is grey oh let me know
There's a place in heaven, where we'll go
If heaven is, a million years away
Oh just call me and I'll make your day
When the nights are getting cold and blue
When the days are getting hard for you
I will always stay by your side
I promise you, I'll never hide

But if you wanna cry: cry on my shoulder
If you need someone, who cares for you
If you're feeling sad, your heart gets colder
Yes I show you what real love can do

But if you wanna cry: cry on my shoulder
If you need someone, who cares for you
If you're feeling sad, your heart gets colder
Yes I show you what real love can do

今夜月の見える丘に

A nice Japanese song that I have liked since I heard it years ago. This is the theme song for a drama serial by Takuya Kimura called "Beautiful Life". It is a sad but touching show, worth the watch.

所有的人，都说时间是魔法。
说终有一天，我能忘记最深爱的她。
为什么呢，想念每天都增加。
痛，钻进灵魂，占据会议，在生命发芽。
呐喊，挣扎，期待的未来啊，难道这么算了吗？
我一直在等，我会永远在这里...

The day we find love

Don't you worry, I don't mean to make you sad
My tears will soon be over with your conscience clear for a new life ahead
Don't be sorry, I really need to hear the truth
The only thing I'm asking, cause I need you to remember me
As the only one who sets you free
Maybe time alone will make you see how deep our love could be
No, it's never to late

* Cause I know this isn't the first time won't be the last time
I surrender my soul cause you're always
Keeping me waiting, anticipating the day we find love once again

I won't give up while there's a glimmer of a chance
A dream that's never ending inviting love and a perfect romance
A burning passion, oh, baby, you're my destiny
But the message I'm receiving is you're through with me
But I'll be there even though you tell me you don't care, no,no
How could you forget the times we shared, don't throw our love away
You know it's never too late

Ooh, remember me as the only one who sets you free
Maybe time alone will make you see how deep our love could be
No, it's never too late, no, no, no, no

Had no school today, so just stayed at home and rot. All that I planned to do last night for today were not done at all. Homework, housework... I hate it man.

Down for open house duty tml in the morning. Think should be staying back after that in the library to do some work. Dunno whether to bring my lappie or not. Later get stolen cos of the heavy influx of people.

That is me, so indecisive... Always stuck in this kinds of situations

Argh... School's into its second week, so many projects left undone.

This week's open house for the school and I'm down for duty at the laboratory doing experiments for the visitors. Something something tornado is what it is called. Too bad, I would have wished to do the night shift on Friday, confirm will have less people and there is no need to worry about those people in school uniform and get on with the experiments as per normal.

Went for 五月天 events on sun and mon. On sunday was an outdoor sort of a concert that was a blast. Took the wrong freaking bus from indoor stadium thinking that I would reach Orchard but ended up in Bedok South (or somewhere around there). Immediately got down the bus and went across the road to take a bus back to indoor stadium. It was the first time taking that bus for me. Reached stadium only to realised the bus I was more familiar with had stopped service. (#$@$%&) NO other choice but to take a cab home.

Then on Monday, went to their autograph session at Central. Went there from school. Waited in line for an hour plus just to get their autograph on the lyrics booklet in the album. Got to shook their hands too. But too bad only 4 out of 5 members were there. The last one could not come over cos his father-in-law pasaed away.

Moving on from this, I feel somewhat that I am in trouble. Things were back to before where we would have little to talk about except schoolwork. Were the past 2 weeks or so just a dream? Was it something I did wrong or what? I am totally clueless. Please just let me know, I am willing to do anything just so we could go back.